Quadrilateral

Once something I loved is something I now despise.
Once you were all that I wanted, now I don't even try.
I see you who you truly are now.
Selfish and rude.
Unforgiving and dull.
Put away your hateful glances.
There is no such thing as real second chances.
You say you care.
But you really don't.
You enjoy me laughing and joking.
You enjoy the facade that I flaunt around.
Fuck all the games.
Fuck all the lies.
To hell with what I used to be.
Or what you hoped was me.
I'm sorry to disappoint,
I know, I'm a let down.
Sucking you into my lie was wrong.
I was a mistake from the start.
I'm sorry I led you into my life.
You were blind, I know.
I should have closed down the show.
Right now it is ending.
I'm taking my final bow.
I'll miss what we had dearly.
Love your friend, sincerely.