I See My Truth

I have given up on people, but I wonder about you.
You seem to understand me, you say you can see through.
If you do know me from the outside in.
You know I can not stop my sins.
Weak people never win.
We always fall.
We may seem strong but we really are just small.
You can try to help me save my life.
But no matter what you say it will end in strife.
I am sorry I make you suffer.
Maybe I’m making excuses, sometimes I don’t want to recover.
I don’t understand what you say.
I don’t see what you see.
Where you see beauty I see failure.
Where you see love I see hate.
My eyes are blind, my ears are shut.
Never to be open again, nothing you say will be enough.
You may think me stubborn, pigheaded, and rude.
But I am none of these things.
I see my truth.