Sometimes we forget

I’ve fucked people over and I’ve embarrassed myself. Sometimes as we wander through life we forget about some of the most important lessons our parents taught us as young children. Sometimes we forget the loyalty we once understood so thoroughly. Sometimes we drop our ethics and what we deem as most important in order to have a good time. Time is so fleeting, sometimes we forget that a moment is a just a moment. Sometimes we must pause and ponder our own personal priorities. Life is very character driven. The plot of our lives may be invigorating and dangerously exciting but even with a stellar plot line our inner beings long for one another. As much as we try to deny it at times, we are social beings. We need love. We need care. We need attention. Most importantly we need to feel special. Never sacrifice the ones who supply these essential needs in order to have a story to tell in the morning. I am guilty of forgetting the loyalty I once thought I had mastered. I have let myself slip and let inner self hatred turn into slanderous words attacking those I love most. It’s sad how those who offer us the most love and fulfillment are the ones we end up hurting the most. I have forgotten. Sometimes we forget, but the act of forgetting is not equivalent to loss. We can still regain the knowledge we once owned. I am sorry, I am sorry if I have hurt you, I’m sorry if you have fallen victim to my irresponsibility and selfishness. I hope you can all forgive me. I will change and I will not let myself fall again because sometimes we forget, but we can always remember.