I never knew it was going to be this hard.

I wish I would have known.

I wish I would have known.

Addiction is just beginning.

Addiction spirals uncontrollably.

I need this.

If I would have known, if I just would have known.

Physical pain is only the beginning.

I can not stand it.

I wish I would have known.

I wish I would have known.

The only problem is I did know.

I chose to ignore it.